Delayed.

Today is a bad day to start... It feels like a bad day for anything. I found out basically that we're living pay check to pay check, with a mountain of bills. I feel like I'm going to vomit. No diet for me today since the diet means eating food that's outlined by the plan every two hours. Right now, I don't feel like eating at all. Lots of thinking to do, then I'll try again tomorrow.

Every journey starts with just one step.

Okay, so this is it. Tomorrow, I will wake up and start my day differently, eat differently and try my hardest to think differently. I'm turning over a new leaf, trying to get back to where I was health-wise and weight-wise where I was before I had my son seven months ago. To do that, I'm going to cut sugar and caffeine out of my diet which is going to suck, no lie, but hopefully that's going to make a difference to my anxiety levels too, because this isn't all about losing weight. It's about feeling better and on a secondary level, looking better, too. I hope I don't fall off the wagon too many times! Fingers crossed, right?